A dose of the Monday Blues.

It's beings' most dread day again......... M-O-N-D-A-Y! *snorts*

Technically, I SHOULD be more refreshed than any other Mondays since I have rested 3 days last week and stayed home for the entire weekend. Instead, I am late for work, again and I blew 7 bucks on morning cab. This is definitely not a good sign to kick start the week.

Looking at the amount of work that piled up during my absence makes me wanna switch off the terminal and just lay there with an empty mind. I thought to myself, "This can't be life, at least not mine." T.T

I was snapped back to reality as soon as I shut my eyes and heard, "Sophia, your ff role tagged. you can do your service request now". HAAAAAAAAA .. that's how my Monday started. nice .. and the day goes on without much happenings around.

plush toy from a baby's shower. Totally not my kinda thing.

Lucky me! PIC drove today and I hitched a ride from her to BPP and got home pretty early, probably 8? yay!

I'm really famished once I got back since I only had porridge for lunch. Healthy much. lol Anyway, my dearest kk was kind enough to make me some real awesome salad! Not as fantastic as what was done during the weekend but still..! It's a great and light dinner! So, to reward his effort, I suggested a grocery trip to Giant! Having said that, I am prepared to pay for his snacks. -,-

 Sexy back view of kk

 kk for sure can't take shit man! >,<

RAINBOW! 

There's always a rainbow after a storm ya? Will we be able to brave the storm and witness the rainbow together?

My dessert =)

Sighs, it has only been the 3rd day since the cooling off period. But, here I am missing him so badly .. I miss him in the morning when I'm awake, I miss him during lunch while I lunch with spidey and I miss him just every second. 

I miss him so terribly that I messaged him in the morning to inform him of the USS event on 16 July 2012. That silly thought he is going alone and would look dumb to attend the event alone. lol I got the tickets for us. We should go together. =)

Then, there I was lazing around, lying on the bed and suddenly I got a what's app message from him! "Good luck tmr"  THAT'S THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED ON A FREAKING HORRIBLE MONDAY! No doubts, being a crybaby, I cried. These are tears of JOY man, trust me. I'm totally feeling it. lol!

So.. the message exchange went on for a while, each taking our time to reply the messages as though we are pending something or someone to probably say something. Though the atmosphere is ultra awkward, I truly hope it don't end. 

I am dying to tell him how much I miss him and missing him! But my egoness just kicked in and I'm waiting for him to tell me so.

"i'm turning in..good night honey. you should too soon." typing .. then it ended.

Okay, that did not just happen, did it? Alright, the wait shall continue ..

I should be looking through my questionnaires for tomorrow's meet up with the chao ang mo agent but yet I am here to document down every details of our cooling off period.

Gonna end this post.

Missing you darlin. I love you.

Managing Oneself.2

Oh man, I'm a little under the weather, water is gushing out from my nose. Look at the amount of tissues I have used!

I'm feeling so unwell .. early night for me I guess.

Zodiac Signs Sagittarius and Capricorn Compatibility

Sagittarius Man and Capricorn Woman
Sagittarius and Capricorn compatibility do requires significant conciliation between them to get success. The relationship between a Sagittarius man and Capricorn woman is also prone to developing conflict. Therefore, if a Sagittarius man comes forward to have a conjugal relationship with a Capricorn woman, he has to be very careful and cooperative to get success in the relationship. Sagittarius men are very social, so they need to respect their introvert partners and care for them. Sagittarius men have to motivate their partners to be social and they have to take well care about them. On the other hand, Capricorn women have to develop likeness towards the jovial nature of their partners. Capricorn women have to realize that their partners cannot be introvert. Sagittarius men can accept the attitude of Capricorn women but it has been seen that Capricorn women are unable to mingle with Sagittarius men. Hence, Sagittarius and Capricorn compatibility do not match properly in the relationship between Sagittarius man and Capricorn woman. The relationship requires much cooperation and understanding to get any successful result.

Sagittarius and Capricorn Compatibility – Conclusion
Sagittarius and Capricorn compatibility do not suit the partners properly but there is nothing impossible in the world. This relationship can also get success, if both of the partners develop comprehensive cooperation and mutual understanding. Both of them have to be ready to understand each other and care about the likes and dislikes of each other.

This is very disheartening but I can't deny the fact that this is probably true to a certain degree ...

I am fighting back the urge to text him.

Missing you darlin.

Managing Oneself.

Ohhhh Lovely Sunday ...!

I have decided to head out for Mac breakfast, as planned, not two but one.

If my memory did not fail me, I think the alarm went off at 8:20 a.m? But I am feeling a tad groggy, reach out and slapped it to snooze. And the next thing I know "Sissy wake up already bo!".

Time checked, 9:34 a.m.

Wash up, smack on the layers of make up, get dressed and off I go to the MACDONALDS! I have been craving for Big Breakfast for the entire week! Finally, I got down to it before the week ends.  

Awww .. it's just soooooooooo thoughtful of Macdonalds to extend the weekend breakfast hours to 12 p.m, ya?

I got my Big Breakfast, found a seat in a corner with ample sunlight shining through, sat down and started munching on my warm golden-brown hash brown! Yums! Then, I flipped open the book I brought along; my companion for the day!

I just hang around Mac till probably ... 3 p.m? Prior I left to get mummy's stuff and gong cha for kk and myself. Calpis green tea with pearls! The ultimate drink man. Gonna love it to bits. 

Alright, that's about it. A picture speaks a thousand words, here you go .. 

Give me a tiny space - to breathe.

Uhmm..

Life never fails to throw negativity at us, at me. However, no matter how bad situations are, there is always him whom I can turn to. With him, I know I will never face the world alone.

But from this very second onwards, I am on my own. After much thoughts and considerations, I have finally plucked up the courage to request for some ME time. This is probably the toughest decision I have made but I will stay focused in the meanwhile.

Two weeks it will be.

Though I did say that we should avoid contact during this period, sometimes, the words said by the mouth is usually not the thoughts said by the heart. 

I texted him "I'm turning in. Nights darlin", unknowingly.

"Good night honey." And the next thing I felt is pain ...